i think the reason y our world now a days is so crazy n upside down is because nearly everyone..cant control themselves. everything they WANT will be theirs no matter how they get it..or who they hurt along the way.

lets not get into politics cos clearly politics now a days r full of selfishness and most of em r not fighting for others but their own ego. even marridges..what happened to loyalty?? u cant get everything u want. u gotta loose some to gain sthing. n u should always consider others' feelings in the process of getting what u want..especially if they r ur loved ones. i know we can never satisfy everyone..and at some point u should put urself before others...but come on man..when u put urself before anyone else at ALL times..u r just plain cruel n selfish n u cant lie to urself n say u r not.

oh yeah..n what happened to gals now a days?? even when u know that guy is already in a relationship..u r still pushing to be 'someone' in his life. look gal...try putting urself in that girlfren's/wife's shoes..n imagine if some gal doin what u r doin now to ur guy..dont tell me u wont b pissed off?? u will definetely call her names wont u? so cut it out la. haiyooo. control urself.

remember..u cant get everything u want. the best discipline is to be able to have self-control. good luck!

wow..4 more days to the end of Ramadhan. :( A lil sad..but also excited for the arrival of Syawal. :D Hehehe..ive lost 4kgs since i moved to KL..and im relying 101% on raya celebration to gain that weight back!!!

Anyways..i wanna wish all the muslims out there..especially ma friends a very happy n blessed Aidilfitri. I would like to apolagize if i had done anything accidentally or not to hurt ur feelings in any way possible.

I do hope u guys will c the real meaning behind the whole celebration rather than concentrating on the fooooddd n fire crackers ..n 'duit raya' only. :)

To the non-muslims..Happy hols!! :)

Finally went to the clinic yesterday in menara to get checkups since ive been coughing badly for the whole week n feverish. They gave me super strong drugs..that rite after i took it last nite..i knocked off immediately.

Im in the office now..n feeling super drowzy. I cant even walk in a straight line. huhuhu. Lets hope i get better by evening..

isnt that very true? i still remember a week before attending TM Training in Jalan Semarak for 2 weeks..i was just so freaking reluctant to go. I was judgmental about the training n all i could think of was that it is just a waste of time. How fortunate that i was wrong..

I made so many GREAT frens in that training. I learned to work in a group.be patient..be humble..mix with so many different types of ppl from so many types of backgrounds. Even tho i wished the washroom was in a much better condition...i do miss those times.

Now the 64 of us r scattered across malaysia. some are placed south..north..east west..everywhere lah. im thankful i got transfered here in KL..not just KL..but specifically in Menara TM. even tho ma workline has nthing to do with ma edu bg or ma passion or any of ma expertise..but i have great frens here. i still remember the time when i was trying hard to get placement here..how supportive they all were. Its surprising cos we just knew each other..but everyone was being so supportive n caring. Thanx guys....n galss.. hehe.. :)

With all ma love and respect for u peeps..i wish u guys all the best..n thanx for the wonderful frenship, G64! :)

It amazes me how life can be. I made a friend from the 2 week TM Training i had to go thru before entering the working life here in TM. He is a very nice guy..smart and ..em..i dunno..just nice to hang out with. I dont find him thaaaaat handsome..or thaaaaat tall (hahahaha)..but..it amazes me how ppl can fall for him so easily.

during the 2 weeks training..a lot of gals had crushes on him. i tot that was it. i was tryng to peacefully pray in the 'surau' just now in ma dept when a lady whom i havent introduced maself to yet asked me if im from his batch instead of ma name. wow....popular nyeeeee. they were talking about how handsome n smart looking n metrosexual yadi yada...but i just dont c all that somehow. heheahaha. life can b so funny.

ladies..dont judge a book by its cover.

12.25pm...ma emotion turned upside down. Dalam sekelip mata i felt sad from being all normal. Sthing is bugging me..but i dunno what. Despite the fact that ma hp is jammed due to many smses that i had to send out to announce ma move from maxis to celcom no...i just feel sad lah. aaiiihhhhhhhhhhh....i hate this crappy feeling... n no one around to help me mend it either...

After going thru a surprising VERY FUN (n this time im not beng sarcastic) 2 weeks-TM-training in Multimedia College in Jalan Semarak, I finally got a placement in TM.

"Anda hendaklah melaporkan diri kepada...... pada 1 Oktober 2006 di ..., Alor Setar, Kedah.."

WHAT???? that was ma first reaction when i openned the letter before leaving MMC. I literally cried in the car cos i couldnt believe ma effort of being well-prepared for working life by moving to kl and renting a place n all (cos during the interview they said ill b placed here)..will be eating ma ass back.

it took dignity and pride to walk into TM HR office for 3 days in a row..meeting so many managers..just so i can be placed in KL instead. Finally 4th day, i got a placement as Global SPOC in Global Business under Product Marketing in Menara TM. Even tho its no where near to Branding...i accepted it anyways since its here.

So far..i havent done any work yet. Getting briefs here n there regarding work..but i guess it takes time to learn about it esp when u r the middle person between sales and oversea clients. but im very up to the challege. chewah!

Hidup TM! (err...)