Ma bro likes to talk to himself. Freaks me out sometimes...but..yeah..that's ma bro. a freak!!!!

"Look at ma pen!!!" macam la pen tu b agus sangat! pbthhhhhhhh!!! :p

I know this may be a lil belated...but...i got the whole, full season ..(ho yes babeh..1-10!!!)of F.R.I.E.N.D.S for ma bday!!!! thank u ganes, shana n thana for this wonderful present!!!! even tho i already have 4/5 of em...but u guys COMPLETE me!!! *muaahhhxxx*

"maya cos a lot of problems!" mummy. hehehe...ma mom's fav phrase. "maya + value = kindness, goodness and humanity. if not...there's no meaning to it" Hem...true.

Just sit and think for a while about what i just mentioned above. Everything has it's flaw...maya has more than u think if we dont put a limit to it.

what the hell am i crapping??? *brain washed* just take a minute n think about it yeah...

p.s- enjoy ur hols MMU students! :D

Gunu is 22!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe. oklah..for the first time..i am gonna tell the real name of this dude. his name is no 'gunu'. it's ganes a.k.a mafia india terlepas dr cheap tamil movie. LOL!!! (i love to bully u la). muka je cam mafia india dr some tamil action movie..tp perangai cam bebudak 15 tahun. kena sangat la with shafiq who's like a 10 year old kid.

Anyways...we threw him a surprised party last nite. However, it wasnt so surprising as we terkantoi! LOL! sape punya pasal? SHAFIQ!!! grinning sambil lari. of course la he can see u...so big like that..cannot hide la. :p (alalalalla... :p)

But i think the one that kantoikan everything was me la... *shy*.. cos he saw me 3 times before we managed to surprised him at hb3 foodcourt. ehe...ehehe....heh..ehehe.....

anyways...we had one of the best chocolate cake, which suben bought. then.... present time!!!
shana gave ganes a giorgo armani perfume which smells sooooooooooo good *melting*...thana got him a nike hand towel, suben got him an adidas basketball. me and shafiq? we got him this.



(curik this pic from ganes' blog :p)

hehehahhha! a VIP voucher. cun tak? nampak real oo! all of em tought it was a REAL VIP voucher. hehehehe. basically we r getting an original ps2 controller ..just that since he doesnt have a ps2 YET, we tought it's better not to give the controller yet. yer la...nanti dia belek2 controller tu, kiss2 it every 2 secs..by the time he gets his ps2..that controller dah lingkup. that was when the creative side of me tought of this card. actually, i got the idea from F.R.I.E.N.D.S ( F.R.I.E.N.D.S influence me a lot!!! what to get me for ma bday? FULL SEASON of F.R.I.E.N.D.S plsssss!!! *wink2*) Joey likes to give 'an hour of joey love' voucher to his girlfrens as their bday present. :p

anyways...we had a great time celebrating it. it would have been better if the guard didnt push us to finish up fast like every 5 mins.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GANES!!! *online hugs* (hehehehe...sad la can hug everyone but me? :p)


"Youth would be an ideal state if it came a little later in life." Herbert asquith

it's 7.30am and i am not sleeping YET. i was supposed to go to bed at 4.30am just now. but i ended up chit chatting with ma lovely roommate, 'ZOOra' for 2 hours!!! hohohoho~!

we talked about guys, friendships, relationship, feelings... everything!!!!

how would u react ..after suffering a horrible break up..u found out that ur good fren has special feelings for u? u respect him and llike him not more than a fren..and now u found out he likes u? (kes ini tiada kena mengena dgn yg idop ataupon yg mati...kalau ader tu..minta maap yerr.. :p) worst of all...his unexpected feelings makes u feel uncomfartable around him. u get irritated easily and u feel as if..he is taking advantage of ur situation. u even feel as if he is being cruel as he knew what u went through with the whole break up thingy. what would u do? i have the answers..but i would love to know how others think too. suggestions any mr/miss/mrs love/friendship expert? (i will tell mine next time)

anyways...'ZOOra' and i was catching up on all the stories we might have missed out while she took a break last year. the whole story of my suffering and her stories of being independet and more matuared.

to be honest...i respect this babe. even though she can be a bit wild and weird at times, but she listens to advices and somehow lucky in the sence she can control herself. no matter what she does...she seems to b good at handling it. this pretty looking gal is actually very smart...cuma malas jer. i think she is even smarter that ther nerdy me. LOL!!



what ever it is...it's great having u as a roommate. a lot of ppl wonders how we manage to get along dispite our great differences in lifestyle and thinking. i think it's the differences that brought us to understand each other better..and that is y we r happy being roommates..for the 2nd time. Love ya gal!!! muahhhxxxx!!!

"The only way to have a friend is to be one." Ralph Waldo Emerson

At Your Side
Music & Lyrics: The Corrs


When the daylight's gone and you're on your own
And you need a friend just to be around
I will comfort you, I will take your hand
And I'll pull you through, I will understand

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, and you've nowhere to turn
I'll be at your side
If life's standing still and your soul's confused
And you cannot find what road to choose
If you make mistakes (make mistakes)
You can't let me down (let me down)
I will still believe (still believe)
I will turn around

And you know that

I'll be at your side, there's no need to worry
Together we'll survive through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your side
If you feel like you're alone, you've got somewhere to go,
'Cos I'm right there
I'll be at your side, I'll be right there for you
(Together we'll survive) through the haste and hurry
I'll be at your sideIf you feel like you're alone,
you've got somewhere to go,'Cos I'm at your side
I'll be right there for you
I'll be right there for you, yeah
I'm right at your side




Specially dedicated to 'aze', 'cafiq', 'sana', 'gunu', 'tana' and 'nini'. Thank u guys! Love u so much! Peace

According to cambridge dictionary (aih chewah!) friendship is defined as "a relationship with a person whom you know well and whom you like a lot..."

Dictionary of Nurul Aina defines friendship similarly to Cambridge dictionary, but with an additional of the word 'respect', 'treasure' and most importantly 'trust' in it. To me, a friend is my treasure for life. I respect them in my very own way. I may sometimes not agree with their words, but i respect the idea/advice/words. I cherish the friendship by being there and remembering important dates such as birthdays and etc. I am willing to be there to listen and advice no matter what. Fortunate enough, I have a few friends who sees the meaning of 'friendship' the way i do.

To me trust is one of the most important element in life. Not just in friendship ...but in everything! I am quite fragile. I am like a glass. i may hold u even if you are hot or icy cold, but if u push me a lil too much, i will break. Once i lose ma trust on you, it takes a long time before i can gain it back. I may be able to forgive, but i never forget.

MMU life taught me A LOT about the meaning of frienship. to be honest, the meaning of life. Friendship hit me hard for quite sometime. I have been back stabbed, bad mouthed, misunderstood and many more. I had one of my very worst period of time here because of a friendship i knew i shouldnt have approached.
To whom it may concern..(i am replacing this 4 letter words with the word freak)..

i hope u freaking biatch will freaking burn in the freaking hell. I hope God will punish ur freaking bad mouth for what u have freaking done to me and who ever else that became ur freaking victims.

(surprised i am saying that way? well..she taught me to express my anger through bad words cos i couldnt do much to let go of ma anger when i suffered then. (i should have allowed my koko to punched her face)

For the first time in ma entire life, i am not forgiving someone for what she had done. Sorry biatch, but u just have to live with it till the end.

The reason y i even got involved with all that mess was because..i gave a chance to a friendship i shouldnt. My definition of friendship then changed from "accepting anyone as a friend" to "choose ur friends". The meaning of 'aquintance' is stronger to me now.

"Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow ripening fruit." Aristotle

What's with MMU and being barred anyways? No no.. i didnt get barred..'cafiq' did. He couldnt register for new subjects and the worst part is he doesnt know why he is being barred. stupid aint it?

y cant they state there the reasons u r being barred when u r blocked from login in?? wouldnt it be easier for everyone??

Reminder: For FCMers who havent registered their course for next sem...u may do so how at online applications. :)


"Education is learning what you didn't even know you didn't know." Daniel J. Boorstin

Today is the first time i am cleaning a hamster cage on ma own. usually i have my maid to do so at home. but today..i am finally independent when comes to cleaning hamster's cage. even though i had 2 assistants, 'sana' and 'tana' (bukan nama sebenar) they only 'helped' me to distract the hamsters from realising that they were left in a pail and not their lovely cage that was being stolen by me to be cleaned.

In the process of cleaning the cage, 'sana' mentioned sthing like "God is so great! Can create something so cute"(sentence fragment has been manipulated but with the same meaning). True isnt it? How great He can be to create such wonderful creatures like hamsters...so cute and adorable. How smart He can be to creat human beings who claims themselves geniuses (and God is way way at an upper level that is just way our of our imagination).

It is just so sad to see how human beings now a days do not know how to appreciate themselves and others. Simple say, do not respect God's creation. Sad yeah..?

Lets pray that our world will be more peaceful...ameen..




"An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind." Mohandas Gandhi

Never in ma wildest dream that one day i would actually say this out publicly... I have the best boyfriend ever!!! :D I was given 2 most beautiful..i mean HANDSOME hamsters ever!!! michael and kibbo....or their real name mohd michael and kibbo david. hehehe. weird names? well..duh! it's from me and shafiq. what do u expect?? LOL


This is Kibbo. He is very active but a lil 'slow' up there. hehehe




This is michael. He spends most of his time in that tree house 'thinking'. He is the cool one.

I had a wonderful bday this year as ma parents came down from Penang to celebrate with me. Not to mention ma sis coming to spend a nite from gombak too. The sad part was that i didnt get to celebrate it together with ma 'other' love one and frens. But i was thrown an unexpected surprise party (well...it's a surprise party...so..of course it's unexpected..what am i saying???) in HB2 foodcourt...though 'sana' (not real name) didnt know how to cover it very much. :p celebrated with 'cafiq', 'sana', 'gunu' and 'tana' (bukan nama sebenar) with a delicious chocolate cake. then, 'cafiq' surprised me with michael and kibbo which lives in a beautiful, colourful cage. i wish someone recorded ma reaction when he gave it to me...i wanna c!!!

anyways...i had the best time ever. now..i am never lonely cos i always have ma 'kids' with me. :D thanx guys for making ma 20th birthday a memorable one. thank u more to 'cafiq'!! (y am i being all secretive with their names anyways??)


"Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything." Muhammad Ali

I love double dates. to be honest..it feels better than just going out with ur partner. hehehe (sorry la 'cafiq' [bukan nama sebenar]). Dont get me wrong. Just that, it's more fun...and u can learn how other couple treats each other and stuff. Well...i am a beginner...so must watch and learn. :p

Anyways...today i had a double date with 'sana' and 'gunu' (bukan nama sebenar). it was fun! though...the first half of our date was a lil boring cos 'sana' wasnt feeling very well. but after that..it was fun. caught a movie..i,robot to release tension. it's surprising how i enjoyed a sc. fiction movie when i used to ditch em very much (i dont watch LOTR, harry potter dan sewaktunya). dont get me wrong guys, i just find aliens, fantasy and such crappy cos it's so unreal. (oooppsss!!)

Got maself a new Nike shoe since i lost mine in Sg Congkak. REMINDER: Pls check ur shoe in and out everytime u buy a new one. I didnt...and after i bought it, i realised that one side of the shoe was taken from the rack and i coulnt return it cos that's the last pair with ma size! how disappointing rite? so keep that in mind.

alrite...it's latei am tired. and i am writing a blog. LOL. i know what i just wrote is stoopid and not organized...well..i am just trying out. :)


"Read not to contradict and confute, nor to believe and take for granted... but to weigh and consider." Francis Bacon