Sometimes i regret staying in cyberia condo i'm staying rite now. not just about the cutting-throat-expensive-rent-rate, but also the owner. i have lived here for a month + so far...3 incidents has happened..

1. I came back one day after work and found out ma door room was unlocked and not closed properly. Freaked out n tot that a thief came in until i saw a green notice steaker from the landlord behind ma door. I wasnt informed or what so ever about it ..the worst part..they came into ma room WITHOUT ma permission. legally..i can take a LEGAL ACTION on them..but i let it go this time since nothing was missing from ma room.

2. Came back from work a lil later than usual..7+..to find i was being locked outside ma condo. One of the unfamiliar staff of ma landlord came into the condo earlier and locked the grill door which i dont have the key to. Apolagize was accepted by me..for the second time.

3. Today..10.30pm++, i woke up from ma nap as i heard the door grill being opened. i tot i was dreaming. then heard the toilet door being opened too..i tot it was shafiq coming to visit me n needed to go to the toilet urgently. but due to half-awake..i tot it was all just a dream..UNTIL i smell cigarette. i slowly close n locked ma slightly-open door room. then suddenly the electric went off. i was praying hard that it wasnt a thief or anyone bad. called shafiq n he said he's not the one in ma house. quicly smsed ma landlord n his staff but no reply. i waited as i am afraid to go out to check out in the dark as i heard male's voice.
waited for a while till the electric came back before i grab ma 'tudung' n open the door to find a girl n a guy standing in the corridor way. i admit i was a lil rude to em at first as i was freaked out n panicked n pissed off for not being inform that i finally have a new HOUSEMATE. i called ma landlord's staff immediately n was given a rediculous excuse that she forgot to inform me cos she was 'too bz'. CRAP! with the technology we have today (if u cant call..SMS!!) ..i dont accept her excuses n hung up on her right after i yelled at her.

Worst part..found out ma new housemate is a smoker who will have her bf around often..and i am allergic to cigarette and i wear 'tudung' so it's difficult if there's guys around unexpectedly.

so what will u do if u r at ma place?? tell me

phewww! what a day i had!

woke up late at 7 ..itu pon nasib baik shafiq kejut walaupun ma mom dah kejut at 6.10 ...reach ma work place late...berebut parking space with 3 other peeps...terpaksa naik tangga to level 3 of ma office since the lift broke down...had a not very prodcutive day...came back to cyberia at 7+ after washing ma car to find out i was LOCKED OUTSITE the condo!!! i was so pissed cos the grill was locked by someone n i dont have the key to it. called ma landlord n his staff but no one picked up..n the worst part..i needed to shi shi..BADLY!

thank god a3-3-3 condo (shafiq's old house) ada orang..so i went there to do ma small little emergency stop. managed to get ma landlord's staff on the line after a while n get the grill unlocked by other tenants from another house..who eventually has the same grill key as mine to her grill door too. weird!

last nite i came back with ma door room unlocked n not closed properly with a note on the back of ma door frm the landlord. i was so damn pissed. thank God no one broke into the place n curi anything from ma room or i will so take legal action on ma landlord for entering ma room without ma permission!

end ma tiring day with original recipe kfc that's cold..while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Damn tired now...goin to bed.
Hope ur day was better than mine..n hoping ma day tomorrow will be much much better too.

" The art of living is more like wrestling than dancing. " Marcus Aurelius

hahahaha! i just realised that i write the blog like..once a month! :p better than not at all. hehe

Anyways...i've been wanting to write about ma internship but sthing always just come up n make me forget about ma intention. :p

i'm in ma 4th week in UMW Toyota Motor Sdn Bhd head office in Shah Alam. I'm working under Brand Communication under Brand Building under Marketing Department. Ma boss is mr. Jason and i have 2 other mates in the team; Chris and Paul. but i'm just as helpul in Brand Management too...the ones in charge of events n such. It's also under Brand Building.

Anyways...it had been a great 4 week experience. Clearly i dont do any designing there..but that's the whole point of me choosing a company to work in instead of an advertising agency. As everyone is rushing to work in ad agency as it is LITERALLY what ma major is all about...i on the other hand want to approach something different which will benefit me later in ma working days (this is just ma opinion...lain kepala lain rasa)

Internship is basically to give u a rough idea of the working field of urs..so that u wont b all turkey cold when u grad..at least that's what i think of it. So..since i will b the 'supplier'..meaning the one supplying designs n such (ad agency) when i work next time..i would have to handle 'clients'..meaning companies that will ask me to design ads for em.
so to be smart..i wanna learn to be client first..so that when i am a supplier...i will understand better y the client is acting that way..how to approach em in a diff way or how to handle difficult situations with em...cos i was ONCE em. :)
i know some ppl think it's stupid or some make me feel regretful coming to Toyota..but guess what..it doesnt affect ma opinion or ma aim at all! cos i am already on the way there.

I have great work mates there. We lunch together..kutuk2 each other. heheahhaha. it's fun! Brand Building ROCKS!! woohooooo!!! Even tho so far i'm not really doin what i really wanna do..but it has been good experience. I know how to fax already..n i love it!! hehehehe

The journey is tiring tho. pergi balik 1 jam kalau tak jam...with average driving of 140km/j la. ma toll pergi balik in a day would be RM7. yup..RM7!

anyways..i hope u guys r having fun doing what u r doing too. i hope ma aim in toyota will be accomplished...i hope urs will too. :)

" To find joy in work is to discover the fountain of youth." Pearl S. Buck

I cant believe that it has been nearly 3 years that i've been in MMU. geeshhh...how fast time flies.

Gonna start ma industrial training soon...25th of April 2005...a date i will remember forever. I know to some it sounds lame...but for me..it's a starting point for a journey in a different phase of ma life. Even though i still have another year in MMU (for our faculty..we have to do internship to be able to continue in the final year) it feels like..everything is ending soon.

When we are studying..our aim will be to graduate. The first day we step our feet into the university...our target is the day of our graduation..or for some of us..freedom. But..as overwhelming as it is...where and what is our target next when we start working? Being a boss? then? i dont know... i feel like the aim will not be as clear and as 'automatic' as when u r a student. it depends on the individual him/herself. i used to be sure of where and what i am heading to...i'm not very sure of that anymore...

16th march 2005. It seems like it was just yesterday. A day i will never forget. I finally completed part of my dreams..meeting my idol; Tun Mahathir Mohammad. Not just meet, we shaked hands, talked and laughed! it was cool!!!

1st annual creative academic awards was a great success. a great was to end my 2 year journey as a president of CMC. i've went through A LOT for the past 2 years..i've met many type of people..good ..bad..weird..everything. it taught me a lot about life. i managed to get hold and control my temper way2 better too now. :) *proud of maself sekejap :p* hehehe
would like to thank all ma commitee members who did a great job! i hope next year's will be a greater one, insyaAllah.

God bless..

*no pics available at the moment..problem uploading 'em*

"Develop success from failures. Discouragement and failure are two of the surest stepping stones to success. " Dale Carnegie

it's weird how u sometimes think that u know someone..but u actually dont. today...i finally 'met' the most desperate, lammest man ever!! n i cant imagine how the hell i was once close to him.

if u r reading this, u just put urself into a tiger's mouth full of bullshit! no no..that's what most ppl think she is..but she's actually an anaconda with a big microphone n wireless connection of her own 'minah-jarum-CNN'! n u think u will just get hurt as she bites n tear off ur freaking ass...but guess what..she's gonna swallow u and then spit u out as if u r some phlegm that disturbs her self-centered life.

n guess what? i'm not talking to u cos i am laughing hard at u, u stoopid stoopid jerk! to be honest, i dont give a tiny rat's ass about u no more. it is just that, it facinates me..how a lame desperado ditch a 3 year- so-called-family relationship to be with an anaconda that walks like sthing is stuck up her ass whom he once wanted to punch at! i would love to know the ending of your crappy fairy tale. go on sailling on ur ship..cos u r just gonna end up hitting a super big ice berg and fall into the sea and drown with no one by ur side! hahahahhahahaaha!

p.s- i'm not cruel. he just plainly deserves that for being a desperate freak!

What would u do...if u have an enemy whom u swear upon God that u will never forgive in ANY of ur life because he/she ruinned ur life once and made ur life a living hell..is now a fren to a person u consider a family member?

imagine having a ..emm.. say brother...who knew what u went through during the period of hell..emotionally..everything la...and knows how much u hated that person who made ur life a living hell once. suddenly..one morning..he tells u.."hey..i went out with a fren that day..n he brought 2 frens with him. oh n btw..they are the bitches who once made ur life a living hell" (words n sentences re-phrased ..but with the same meaning)
wouldnt u freaked out??? what the hell is ma so-called brother doing with the bitches i hate most in ma life??? to add salt to the wound.."we clicked"..... how the hell would u react?? pls..pls tell me! am i selfish for being mad..or is he selfish for not considering ma feelings??

i have always thought...a person u consider close like a family member..would never..n i repeat..NEVER do that to a person they claim to care so much for. if it was me...and ma so-called bro tell me that "i am really uncomfortable that u r frens with him esp since u know i hated him n what he did to me.." i will stay away from that guy! cos..i just KNEW that person. but i knew ma so-called brother for 3 years!!! logically..who would i put first?? a person dear to me or a person i hardly know WHOM i assume clicks with me after the first outting??? besides...i KNEW what he did to ma bro... how ma so-called bro suffered for months of emotional breakdowns n such... will i have the heart to be frens with the person who did that to him?? who even once talk bad behind ma back without even KNOWING me first?? talk bad behind ma friends' backs???will u?

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. " Henri Nouwen

I am quoting this from a page i came through on the net. NO i didnt type 'britney spears' in my google search engine. i was actully looking for websites on eyes for ma MI assignment. :p

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Open up any big name magazine at your nearest newsstand and find a half-naked woman lying atop some man dressed to the nines in Armani pinstripes--scotch in one hand; cigar in the other. Flip over a few pages and see pictures of a twenty-one year old pop icon, naked but for a pair of skimpy panties and a few beaded necklaces. In recent years, the media world has done a swift one-eighty degree spin to something that can be described as crass, crude and overtly sexual. A bikini-clad model perched on a shiny, red sports car, licking a monkey wrench, has become as normal as candles on a birthday cake.

In the infamous November 2003 Esquire Magazine interview and photoshoot, Britney Spears talked with savvy journalist Chuck Klosterman. Klosterman writes:

Interviewing Britney Spears is like deposing Bill Clinton: Regardless of the evidence, she does not waver.
"Why do you dress so provocatively?" I ask. She says she doesn't dress provocatively.
"But look what you're wearing right now," I say, while looking at three inches of her inner thigh, her entire abdomen, and enough cleavage to choke a musk ox.
"This is just a skirt and a top," she responds.

It is not that Britney Spears denies that she is a sexual icon, or that she disputes that American men are fascinated with the concept of the wet-hot virgin, or that she feels her success says nothing about what our society fantasizes about. She doesn't disagree with any of that stuff, because she swears she has never even thought about it. Not even once.

"That's just a weird question," she says. "I don't even want to think about that. That's strange, and I don't think about things like that. Why should I? I don't have to deal with those people. I'm concerned with the kids out there. I'm concerned with the next generation of people. I'm not worried about some guy who's a perv and wants to meet a freaking virgin."

And suddenly, something becomes painfully clear: Either Britney Spears is the least self-aware person I've ever met, or she's way, way savvier than any of us realize.

Or maybe both.

Britney Spears is but one of a new breed of pop tarts and pre-teen idols--gyrating, sashaying (and singing) in revealing, low-cut clothing and getting paid for it. The flip-side to this is the millions of very young, easily-influenced girls buying her albums, playing with their Britney Spears dolls, poring over her photos and mimicking her dance moves. These girls are growing up idolizing superstar Britney Spears and they assume that they should look, act and dress every bit as Britney's image. But what kind of example is she setting for her young fans?

Children are becoming accustomed to blatant displays of sexuality - and who can blame them, as the world has accepted this as the norm. What's more? Some parents approve her as a role model for their young children. In some ways, she has almost become a replacement for parenting. Eleven year-olds can gyrate better than I can!

Top personal branding consultant Peter Montoya said: "She has been so well marketed that the question of her talent is really a non-issue. Like Madonna 20 years ago, Britney Spears is having a major impact on American culture, influencing the way teen-age girls dress, act and think — especially with regards to sex."

According to Britney, she's "concerned with the kids out there"; but as to how she dresses, her sexually-charged music videos and her over-sexualized image in general, she "[doesn't] even want to think about that." There in lies the dilemma.

There is a fundamental issue that is steadily surfacing. Media has brainwashed society to value outward appearances over other qualities such as intelligence and personality. In fact, the individual's intelligence, character, moral worth--or lack thereof--plays not the slightest role in whether they should be (or are) made into a noteworthy icon. The media only considers the amount of skin one is willing to bare; and the more the better. To them, a person has no value unless she can be made to appear visually provocative.

"As a child, I don't remember seeing scantly clad women on the covers of magazines as excessively as today. And I feel it's negative for young boys to grow up thinking that that's the standard of beauty. The long-term repercussions are not good at all." - Nelly Furtado in Rolling Stone magazine

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to me..personally..i think she's just a dumb blonde! (i just re-formated ma pc...but once i get all ma softwares installed..i will upload the pictures to prove between air brushed- images n the reality of Britney)

This is specially for the muslims...
this matter..the facts that i am stating below is serious..just ponder..how close we are to 'kiamat'...

1. Sembahyang diabaikan (diringan-ringankan).

2. Keinginan nafsu syahwat digalakkan dan berleluasa disebarkan melalui iklan, buku, gambar, risalah atau filem.

3. Penjenayah menjadi pemimpin dan kebanyakannya jahil mengenai agama dan banyak memberi fatwa yang menyesatkan pengikutnya.

4. Perkara benar menjadi salah dan salah menjadi benar. Sukar untuk membezakan perkara halal dan haram kerana yang haram dianggap halal serta sebaliknya.

5. Berbohong menjadi satu keperluan dalam hidup dan menganggap jika tidak berbohong sukar untuk hidup senang.

6. Membayar zakat (harta, perniagaan dan pendapatan) dianggap beban.

7. Orang yang hidup mengikut kehendak agama ditindas dan hati mereka sentiasa merintih kerana maksiat berleluasa tetapi mereka tidak mampu mencegahnya.

8. Turun hujan di luar musimnya dan hujan tidak memberi keuntungan kepada makhluk di muka bumi.

9. Fenomena lelaki berkahwin dengan lelaki (homoseksual) dan perempuan berkeinginan kepada perempuan (lesbian) semakin menjadi-jadi.

10. Perempuan menguasai lelaki dengan memakai ubat guna-guna, sihir dan amalan syaitan lain.

11. Anak-anak mengingkari dan menderhaka ibu bapa (ibu bapa menjadi kuli dan anak menjadi tuan).

12. Kawan baik dilayan dengan kasar, manakala musuh diberi layanan baik. Kawan disangka lawan dan musuh dianggap sahabat serta memusuhi orang yang mengajak berbuat kebaikan.

13. Dosa dipandang ringan malah bangga melakukannya seperti zina, minum arak, bergaul bebas antara lelaki dan perempuan, meninggalkan sembahyang, mendedahkan aurat dan berjudi.

14. Masjid dihias indah tetapi kosong, terpulau, berkunci dan banyak berlaku kecurian barang masjid yang berharga.

15. Ramai yang sembahyang tetapi munafik dan berpura-pura. Di dalam sembahyang berjanji akan mengikut suruhan Allah tetapi di luar sembahyang melanggar perintahNya.

16. Akan datang golongan manusia dari Barat menguasai mereka yang lemah (iman) dan ramai terpengaruh dengannya seperti mengikut cara mereka berpakaian, bergaul dan suka berpesta.

17. Al-Quran dicetak dengan indah tetapi hanya dijadikan perhiasan dan jarang dibaca serta diamalkan kehendaknya.

18. Amalan riba berleluasa hingga orang alim pun terjebak sama.

19. Darah manusia tidak berharga, sering berlaku pembunuhan, peperangan dan jenayah.

20. Penganut Islam tidak mahu mengamalkan suruhan agama dan tidak mahu membela serta menyebarkannya.

21. Akan bertambah banyak penyanyi wanita (wanita yang tidak beriman adalah senjata syaitan yang baik).

22. Ramai orang kaya pergi umrah dan haji dengan tujuan melancong, yang sederhana pergi untuk berniaga dan yang miskin bermaksud meminta sedekah.

I was reading the Utusan Malaysia newspaper online...and i had goose bumps when i read this. To the muslims...pls take this as a BIG sign for u to add ur amal ibadat.. to change to b better...

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Ditanya apakah yang disaksikan olehnya sebaik sampai di Banda Aceh, Dr. Jemilah dengan penuh sebak menyatakan, beliau seperti melihat gambaran kiamat di depan mata.

Jelas beliau, apa yang diceritakan dalam al-Quran tentang hari kiamat itu semuanya berlaku - orang bertempiaran, anak terlepas dari tangan, ibu mengandung melahirkan anak.

Kebenaran peringatan kitab suci katanya jelas terbukti apabila beliau dan anggota pasukan Mercy Malaysia menyaksikan jenazah seorang ibu bergelimpangan dengan janin yang masih melekat tali pusat terkeluar daripada rahim.

``Ini sangat menginsafkan. Kami terpaksa berdepan emosi diri sendiri, emosi pesakit dan keadaan sekeliling.
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still thinking of clubbing and make sins, dear muslims? think again

A friend of mine sent an email to me regarding this...and i find it very interesting. Check it out..

Bob: Tell me why is it that a Muslim is very particular about the words Halaal

and Haraam; what do they mean?



Yunus: That which is permissible is termed Halaal and that which is not permissible

is termed Haraam and it is the Quran which draws the distinction between the two.



Bob: Can you give me an example?



Yunus: Yes, Islam has prohibited blood of any type.You will agree that a chemical

analysis of blood shows that it contains an abundance of uric acid, a chemical

substance which can be injurious to human

health.



Bob: You're right about the toxic nature of uric acid, in the human being it isexcreted as a waste

product and in fact we are told that 98% of the body's uric

acid is extracted from the blood by the kidneys and removed through urination.



Yunus: Now I think that you'll appreciate the special prescribed method of animal

slaughter in Islam.



Bob: What do you mean?



Yunus: You see, the wielder of the knife, whilst taking the name of the 'Almighty',

makes an incision through the jugular veins, leaving all other veins and organs

intact.



Bob: I see, this causes the death of the animal by total loss of blood from the

body, rather than an injury to any vital organ.



Yunus: Yes, were the organs, example the heart, the liver, or the brain crippled

or damaged, the animal could die immediately and its blood would congeal in

its veins and would eventually permeate the flesh.This implies that the animal flesh

would be permeated and contaminated with uric acid and therefore very poisonous;

only today did our dieticians realize such a thing.



Bob: Again, while on the topic of food; Why do Muslims condemn the eating of pork

or ham or any foods related to pigs or swine.



Yunus: Actually, apart from the Quran prohibiting the consumption of pork,bacon

(pig flesh); in fact the Bible too in Leviticus chapter 11,verse 8,

regarding swine it says, "of their flesh (of the swine, another name for pig)

shall you not eat, and of their carcass you shall not touch;they are

unclean to you. Further, did you know that a pig cannot be slaughtered at the neck

for it does not have a neck; that is according to its natural anatomy.A Muslim

reasons that if the pig was to be slaughtered and fit for human consumption the

Creator would have provided it with a neck.Nonetheless, all that aside, I am sure

you are well informed about the harmful effects of the consumption of pork, in any

form, be it pork chops,ham, bacon.





Bob: The medical science finds that there is a risk for various diseases the pig

is found to be a host for many parasites and potential diseases.



Yunus: Yes, even apart from that, as we talked about uric acid content in the blood,

it is important to note that the pig's biochemistry excretes only 2% of its total

uric acid content, the remaining 98% remains as an integral part of the body.





Well..? Just think of it yeah

Tsunami opened up ma eyes widely. I was shaking and ma heart shrinked to be as small as bacteria when ma sis told me the BIG signs of 'kiamat'...and we are going through it. Tokcik read in the Quran in a surah that's somewhere at the end of the Quran stating..something like this as BIG signs that 'kiamat' is nearby..

"Bintang2 di langir bertaburan...air ombak bergelora datang mencurah2..."

sounds familiar? u should be getting goose bumps by now. Anyways, think i should remind ppl about this..ESPECIALLY the muslims. i am gonna state the signs of the world ending as mentioned in the Quran; both in English and Malay..

7121. Narrated Abu Hurairah r.a.: Allah’s Messenger said, “The Hour will not be established till:

(1) Two big groups fight each other whereupon there will be a great number of casualties on both sides and they will be following one and the same religious doctrine,
(2) About thirty Dajjal (liars) appear, and each one of them will claim that he is Allah’s Messenger,
(3) The religious knowledge is taken away (by the death of religious scholars),
(4) Earthquakes will increase in number,
(5) Time will pass quickly,
(6) Al Fitan (trials and afflictions) will appear,
(7) Al Harj (i.e. killing) will increase,
(8) Wealth will be in abundance -so abundant that a wealthy person will worry lest nobody should accept his sadaqa, and whenever he will present it to someone, that person (to whom it will be offered) will say, ‘I am not in need of it,’
(9) The people compete with one another in constructing high buildings,
(10) A man when passing by a grave of someone will say, ‘Would that I were in his place,’
(11) And till the sun rises from the West. So when the sun will rise and the people will see it (rising from the West) they will all believe (embrace Islam) but that will be the time when (as Allah Ta’ala said):

“No good will it do to a person to believe then, if he believed not before, nor earned good (by performing deeds of righteousness) through his Faith…” (V. 6:158)

“And the Hour will be established while two men spreading a garment in front of them but they will not be able to sell it, nor fold it up; and the Hour will be established when a man has milked his she-camel and has taken away the milk but he will not be able to drink it; and the Hour will be established before a man repairing a tank (for his livestock) is able to water (his animals) in it; and the Hour will be established when a person has raised a morsel (of mood) to his mouth but will not be able to eat it.”

7121. Dari Abu Hurairah r.a.: Rasulullah berkata, “Kiamat tidak akan terjadi hingga:

(1) Dua kelompok besar saling berkelahi di mana akan terdapat sejumlah besar korban dari kedua belah pihak sedangkan mereka mengikuti doktrin agama yang sama,
(2) Akan muncul 30 Dajjal (pendusta), dan masing-masing dari mereka akan mengaku sebagai Nabi,
(3) Pengetahuan tentang agama akan menghilang seiring dengan wafatnya dari para ahli agama,
(4) Meningkatnya jumlah bencana gempa bumi,
(5) Waktu akan berlalu dengan cepat,
(6) Munculnya fitnah,
(7) Meningkatnya angka pembunuhan,
(8) Kesejahteraan melimpah-begitu melimpahnya sampai orang-orang kaya khawatir bahwa tidak akan ada orang yang dapat menerima sedekahnya, dan setiap kali ia menawarkan hartanya untuk disedekahkan kepada seseorang, seseorang tersebut akan berkata, ‘Aku tidak dalam keadaan membutuhkannya’,
(9) Orang-orang saling berkompetisi untuk mendirikan bangunan-bangunan tinggi,
(10) Seseorang yang melewati sebuah makam akan berkata, ‘Bagaimana seandainya aku yang berada di tempatnya’,
(11) Dan sampai matahari terbit dari barat. Maka ketika matahari terbit dan semua orang melihatnya (terbit dari barat) mereka akan meyakini (memeluk Islam) namun saat itu adalah waktu ketika Allah Ta’ala akan berkata:

“…tidaklah bermanfaat lagi iman seseorang bagi dirinya sendiri yang belum beriman sebelum itu, atau dia (belum) mengusahakan kebaikan dalam masa imannya…” (Qs. 6:158)

“Dan kiamat akan terjadi ketika dua orang laki-laki membentangkan selembar kain di depan mereka namun mereka tidak sempat untuk menjualnya, tidak pula melipatnya; dan kiamat akan terjadi seorang laki-laki memerah susu dari unta betina miliknya dan membawa susu itu pergi namun ia tak sempat meminumnya; dan kiamat akan terjadi sebelum seorang laki-laki yang sedang memperbaiki tanki air (untuk kebutuhan sehari-harinya) sempat memberi minum hewan peliharaannya; dan kiamat akan terjadi ketika seorang laki-laki sedang akan memasukkan makanan ke dalam mulutnya namun tak sempat memakannya.”

for the muslims..f u r still not shaken by it...mengucap banyak2. tambahkan amal ibadat...jgn tinggal perkara2 yg diwajibkan Allah swt...it's not too late to change. it's too late when it's too late (as mentioned above). we cant predict 'kiamat'..but we should get ready for it. I know i am not cos i dont have enough amal to face God with. So..berbanyak kanlah amalan... InsyaAllah...we will all be safe...ameen...


"Amalan yang paling disukai Allah adalah yang berterusan walaupun sedikit".Sahih.R.Bukhari & Muslim

Heyho! Wow...'ve been ages since i post up here. Again..not that i forgot..just got a lil tight up with other windows in ma pc. :p

Anywyas..hope it's not too late to wish..HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D May this new year brings us more happiness, success and away from natural disaster.. *slient moment for those who died after being swallowed by the extreme waves during Tsunami...al-Fatihah*

Anyways..just though i should share ma experience when i was going back to Penang to celebrate New Year with ma family last wednesday. Left cyberjaya at 7.30am to catch ma 9.15am flight to Penang. while checking in...i was told that ma flight was delayed for 1/2 an hour. so shafiq n i grab our breakfast at mcd till i realised that it was already 9.20am (flight at 9.45) and i am still out here. so i walk fast to enter when i heard "final call for MH1136 to Penang". I walked as if ma legs are attached to a train to head to gate B10 which was the second last gate...(geessshhh). i was the 3rd last to enter the airbus which was quite empty (capasity of normal flight i think).

Anyways...here is the best part..i took 9.45am flight ..but i reached Penang at 3.00pm!!! what the heck??? i was in that 9.45 for 2 freaking hours..not moving!! they found out that there was a problem with the navigation..n kept telling us to b patient. after 2 hours...they asked us to leave to catch the next flight to Penang. there are like...gosh..SO MANY of us..imagine la..airbus... n we were all rushing to get the 11.50 am flight cos that's the earliest. i only manage to get the 2.00pm flight.

What i am saying is that...what happened to Malaysia Airlines...really?? cos this is not ma first time experiencing this. and regarding the 'best cabin staff' in the WORLD...yeah rite!!! they are so rude!...at least most of em. geeeshhh... i use to look up on MAS....i dont that high anymore.
They are bringing em self down that will allow Airasia to catch em. geeshh...

Wasted 3/4 of ma sunlight day in KLIA. MAS or Airasia..? Think again.

Yup..old news! :p I went to Guilin, China during the trimester break. Well, that was like months ago..but i just wanna post up some of ma memorable experience here.


me at klia...departing for guilin, china

Went to Guilin, China during 1st trimester break with ma dad n ma bro along with the Kurnia Insurance tour group. The worst part of the trip was at the beginning of the whole journey. We flew to China on a super duper old south china airlines that was being charted by Kurnia. The reason was because there's no direct flight from Malaysia to Guilin. So we had to fly on a small, old plane where my dad, bro n maself sat in front...beside the the not-very-attractive n friendly stewardess and pilots. n since ma family members n i are tall ppl...we had a terrible time the whole way through cos the space was really small. That wasnt the worst part... we were given plain rice with steamed green pees n dried salted fish for our meal on the plane!! tak ke giler??? we were also given a small piece of cake and a small bun with butter. geeeshhhh. none of us ate it...mayb except for the bun. but i didnt eat anything. it tasted baaaaaaaaaaaaaaddd...
for that moment...i regret deciding to follow ma dad n bro to china..

but once we get to guilin everything was fine. i had a really good time there. since ma family went with an odd no. of ppl...i tot i was gonna b put with a stranger in the hotel room cos we were being gven 2 ppl in a room. but fortunate enough for me...for the 4 nights we were there...i got a whole room to maself!!! we stayed at 3 different hotels...n i got 3 different master room to maself!! how cool is that??? :)

we shopped A LOT! actually..not that much..but somehow we spent a lot...kindda spent all our cash away..that we end up having to use credit cards when we shop for crystal, jeds and silk. the food was nice... in guilin the muslims were taken to a muslim restaurant which serves us really good food.

most of the trip..we go in and out of caves. :p but in china, the decorate their caves with colourful spotlights which gave a very nice effect.



nice eh? we even ride on a boat in the cave!


i managed to take a picture with 2 beautifully dressed china gals, which cost me 5yuen per person (1 yuen = rm0.50)


sape cantik lg? hehehe...

we ride on a big boat along emm...this river..i cant remember the name ..while we were in youngzhou. i manages to capture a beautiful picture of the sunset..and also a funny picture of buffalous 'doin' it..hehehehe (evil!)


isnt it beautiful? the hills look weird from the top view tho...



heheahhahaha!! caught in action!

the funnies part is that, in Guilin..they hardly get visitors from malaysia..especially malays. So, while we were there, we the malays got a lot of stares. especially me since i am like the tallest girl (also the youngest) there! everytime i get into a shop, everyone in there will just stop shopping n turn to stare. memula to i felt like "what the hell???"...but after a while...terasa cam orang famous la pulak...ehe...ehehe...heh..ehehe...

we even went to this park in guilin which was at 'Camel Hill'. The hill looks like camel... no joke. but the place is beautiful. basically everywhere in china is clean. u can also take pictures with a tiger there..not just take a pic with it..but ride it! hehehe. ma bro n ma dad did...i didnt...i was the photographer...n besides... i dont want to smell like tiger (which ma bro n ma dad did after that)



told ya it looks like camel



abg on a tiger. hey..i am not afraid of tigers la...if not i wouldnt have put ma life in danger by sitting in front of it takng pics!

Anyways, i really had a good time there. Even though i was a total stranger there (i have nothing related to Kurnia Insurance and evreyone in the trip are their staff ..except for ma dad n bro who are agents)..i managed to make a few friends. They treat me a lil special cos i am a...emm..someone's daughter. But they were all very nice. even the china tour guide (whom by the way...told ma dad "your daughter is very pretty" *blush*)
I wouldnt mind going to Guilin again...but i hope the next time i go there..it will be with ma sis..ONLY! hehehe..girls vacation babeh! :D





this is Kak Haizan..the closest friend i had during the trip. she's the manager for the claimming department in Kurnia Insurance.



the China tour guide of ma group who admires me...hehehe...*blush*

First of all...wow! it has been like nearly 2 months since i updated this blog. Well...it's not because i am lazy...just that i forgot the link to the site (alasan alasan! :p) Anyways...it's never too late to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ma dearest special one, shafiq a.k.a 'b' or babi. hehehhahhahaha! no no...that b stands for many many things...blur, bodow, bengong, badut, belut, bulat, ..and especially baby. pick la yer which meaning u want. :p

Anyways, had a really great time celebrating his birthday. Spent..emm..as much as..emm..cant state the price here..kang dia tahu..tapi around the price of ma new Guess watch! huhuuh...but it's all worth it! :D

First, we celebrated the pre-birthday at kl tower. I have been planing this for ages actually. Spent 200bucks there for buka puasa n dinner. Enjoyed the panaromic view of KL from 300meters above the ground for nearly 3 hours. The food was good. I think i eat more than shafiq. hehehehe. (dont call me greedy! dah spent 100 sorang..baik makan. kalau tak baik gi bukak pose kat kedai mamak :p)

n the best part..he looked so good in a eastindia shirt. :)


i know he is no Tom Cruise...but i think he looks good... *blush*



memorable picture in kl tower seri angkasa, restoran berputar taken by a waiter..oh n i went in skirt!! LOL!


anyways, we had a great time up there. :) gave him his first bday gift (which he thought was the only gift from me) kat kl tower; a handmade photo album of him after we got together. i didnt snap a pic of it..so cant show it here. nanti me pinjam from him n snap some. hehehe. very proud of ma art work. *blush*. he LOVED it!!!! i put all cute pictures (most are the ugly ones...well..susah nak cr nice ones.. HEHEHHAHAHA!) in there..with captions (thanx che mat!)

the next day..he celebrated his birthday with his parents..but celebrated with us; shana, ganes, thana, violet, suben n maself around 11 just before his special day ends. there..i gave him the unexpected gift; ralph lauren blue perfume set and a rose flower (which was then chopped off by omar when he whipped shafiq's ass! *sobs*)

Bottom line..he had a great time. n best part..i did too. :D Happy 21st Birthday papa bear! *muaaaaaaaahhhxxx*



Love ya! :)

Ma bro likes to talk to himself. Freaks me out sometimes...but..yeah..that's ma bro. a freak!!!!

"Look at ma pen!!!" macam la pen tu b agus sangat! pbthhhhhhhh!!! :p

I know this may be a lil belated...but...i got the whole, full season ..(ho yes babeh..1-10!!!)of F.R.I.E.N.D.S for ma bday!!!! thank u ganes, shana n thana for this wonderful present!!!! even tho i already have 4/5 of em...but u guys COMPLETE me!!! *muaahhhxxx*

"maya cos a lot of problems!" mummy. hehehe...ma mom's fav phrase. "maya + value = kindness, goodness and humanity. if not...there's no meaning to it" Hem...true.

Just sit and think for a while about what i just mentioned above. Everything has it's flaw...maya has more than u think if we dont put a limit to it.

what the hell am i crapping??? *brain washed* just take a minute n think about it yeah...

p.s- enjoy ur hols MMU students! :D

Gunu is 22!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehe. oklah..for the first time..i am gonna tell the real name of this dude. his name is no 'gunu'. it's ganes a.k.a mafia india terlepas dr cheap tamil movie. LOL!!! (i love to bully u la). muka je cam mafia india dr some tamil action movie..tp perangai cam bebudak 15 tahun. kena sangat la with shafiq who's like a 10 year old kid.

Anyways...we threw him a surprised party last nite. However, it wasnt so surprising as we terkantoi! LOL! sape punya pasal? SHAFIQ!!! grinning sambil lari. of course la he can see u...so big like that..cannot hide la. :p (alalalalla... :p)

But i think the one that kantoikan everything was me la... *shy*.. cos he saw me 3 times before we managed to surprised him at hb3 foodcourt. ehe...ehehe....heh..ehehe.....

anyways...we had one of the best chocolate cake, which suben bought. then.... present time!!!
shana gave ganes a giorgo armani perfume which smells sooooooooooo good *melting*...thana got him a nike hand towel, suben got him an adidas basketball. me and shafiq? we got him this.



(curik this pic from ganes' blog :p)

hehehahhha! a VIP voucher. cun tak? nampak real oo! all of em tought it was a REAL VIP voucher. hehehehe. basically we r getting an original ps2 controller ..just that since he doesnt have a ps2 YET, we tought it's better not to give the controller yet. yer la...nanti dia belek2 controller tu, kiss2 it every 2 secs..by the time he gets his ps2..that controller dah lingkup. that was when the creative side of me tought of this card. actually, i got the idea from F.R.I.E.N.D.S ( F.R.I.E.N.D.S influence me a lot!!! what to get me for ma bday? FULL SEASON of F.R.I.E.N.D.S plsssss!!! *wink2*) Joey likes to give 'an hour of joey love' voucher to his girlfrens as their bday present. :p

anyways...we had a great time celebrating it. it would have been better if the guard didnt push us to finish up fast like every 5 mins.

so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GANES!!! *online hugs* (hehehehe...sad la can hug everyone but me? :p)


"Youth would be an ideal state if it came a little later in life." Herbert asquith

it's 7.30am and i am not sleeping YET. i was supposed to go to bed at 4.30am just now. but i ended up chit chatting with ma lovely roommate, 'ZOOra' for 2 hours!!! hohohoho~!

we talked about guys, friendships, relationship, feelings... everything!!!!

how would u react ..after suffering a horrible break up..u found out that ur good fren has special feelings for u? u respect him and llike him not more than a fren..and now u found out he likes u? (kes ini tiada kena mengena dgn yg idop ataupon yg mati...kalau ader tu..minta maap yerr.. :p) worst of all...his unexpected feelings makes u feel uncomfartable around him. u get irritated easily and u feel as if..he is taking advantage of ur situation. u even feel as if he is being cruel as he knew what u went through with the whole break up thingy. what would u do? i have the answers..but i would love to know how others think too. suggestions any mr/miss/mrs love/friendship expert? (i will tell mine next time)

anyways...'ZOOra' and i was catching up on all the stories we might have missed out while she took a break last year. the whole story of my suffering and her stories of being independet and more matuared.

to be honest...i respect this babe. even though she can be a bit wild and weird at times, but she listens to advices and somehow lucky in the sence she can control herself. no matter what she does...she seems to b good at handling it. this pretty looking gal is actually very smart...cuma malas jer. i think she is even smarter that ther nerdy me. LOL!!



what ever it is...it's great having u as a roommate. a lot of ppl wonders how we manage to get along dispite our great differences in lifestyle and thinking. i think it's the differences that brought us to understand each other better..and that is y we r happy being roommates..for the 2nd time. Love ya gal!!! muahhhxxxx!!!

"The only way to have a friend is to be one." Ralph Waldo Emerson